Thanks

 

The last goodbye.

  What is this smell? It looks like a metal scent, but it's very familiar to me.

  Oh, I already know what that smell is, how could I forget.
  That feeling of emptiness, that feeling of cold even though the warmth trickling down my wrists.

  A tireless voice that calls me every night is stronger, it seems my day has arrived, it seems my time has come.

  I feel as if my "happiness" is trickling down my fingers, I feel as if this feeling were so natural, as if all this were something meant for me.

  A sweet kiss in the middle of the storm, a warm embrace in the cold, who are you wearing a black hood? Who are you who call my name on the quietest nights?

  So you were called to take me, you were told to take me away.

  Away from the ones I love, away from the one who loves me.

  I'm already familiar with your presence, I'm already familiar with your voice! One day this would happen, one day that would be the end.
  I wish I had done more, I wish there had been more.

  I can not say goodbye to everyone who saw me smiling, but I do not really like goodbyes, I do not think you'd like to say goodbye.

  I am weak, I am ... I have been weak.

  I love you, but I can not handle the mistakes I've made.

  Will you ever forgive me? Will you ever stop looking up and imagine what it would be like if you had time to stop me?

  I can no longer feel the warmth of your arms, nor feel your kiss ashamed, all I can do now, is to see your smile from afar and watch you having an incredible life.

  Thank you so much for making me smile.
  And I'm sorry for making you cry one last time.

" How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you're so far away

I love you, you were ready, the pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you when He let's me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied

So far away
And I need you to know
So far away
And I need you to, need you to know" -

 A7x - So far away